I think living outside my former mother country Sudan, has given me the opportunity to have a unique perspective on the current events that take place there. Since I have not lived in Sudan, I am not culturally considered Southern Sudanese. However, because I look very ethnic, have dark skin, and are a first generation Canadian, I'm not considered Canadian enough as well. I drift between both identities. This often leads to cultural confusion for myself and others who meet me.
I share both flags and use the popular term Sudanese Canadian and African Canadian. Although my split identities have caused me confusion as a child, now as an adult, I appreciate having the dual citizenships. As a resident of more than one nation, I feel that I can have a more open and understanding world view. As a Development Studies student, I have the experience of growing up in cultures that are completely different; one that has reached development and the other still developing.
I have temporarily come to the conclusion that being an outside observer is not a bad position to be in. Perhaps I have found my niche right here.
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